dropping the bomb! measurements and weight

 Hello measuring tape! Bust- 39" , waist- 35.5", high hip- 40.5", low hip- 43", thighs- (r)23.25" (L)23.5", arms (R)12.75" (L) 12".  I know this diagram doesn't show thighs or arms, but I measured a little above the midpoint between my knee and crotch and then midpoint from my elbow to my shoulder . (if anyone uses this as a reference guide) since today is day one, I guess I will put it all on the line.  I am 5'8" weighing in this morning at a whopping 181.8 pounds (even though I've seen worse numbers in the past).  A lot of people don't believe that I weigh that much and say that I "carry it well".. blah blah blah I want it gone, and I don't want to HAVE to carry it at all.  I'm exposing myself because there are too many people out there that think they just can't do it.  I know that my "just can't do it" reason is because I quit, I give up, my will power just can't leave that last cupcake in the box.  Today, it changes, because now if I "just can't do it" I'm not only failing myself, I am failing you guys.  Going public is a little tough, but the benefits will see me through to the end!Instead of being a success story, I am going to be a success journey.  Laugh, cry, scream, shout, I am doing it until I succeed.  As always, support is much appreciated! Feedback and questions are a big reason I am blogging!  JOIN ME! oh and stick around, before pictures are soon to come!  Here goes nothing!